I admit that It's been a 3 month hell ride. Things were supposed to get better after HS? It sure did. But I'm back at square one. Dealing with the same demons and fighting the same battle. My life has honestly been so different compared to the past Septembers and Octobers that I've looked back upon. But I thank God that every year is different with different experiences and people. (Sometimes even the same people) I've been swiping left ad right literally on tinder. And it's mostly left.
But that's just me,